mercoledì, agosto 20, 2003


Whoopee-Doo! I'm getting the CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!







Darling Imms is going to take over this place now
like the nomad that i am
i'm moooving away
the name itself reminds me of everything bad that's been happening right now

in fact--
maybe blogging isn't quite what it used to be anymore
annonymity on the internet is no longer quite possible
and frankly
blogging ain't doing nothing for my "serial-bottler" syndrome
maybe i should stick to writing a journal on paper (something i've not done before. FWAW)
or maybe not
maybe all i need is a listening ear, for once in my life (rather than being the FECKIN' listening ear all the bloody time)
or a little sigggnnnn--- to convince me that there's STILL SOME GOOD, in this darkdark world (ha now i sound like a damn samwise gamgee)

lest i go all cranky (which i think i already am)-- i think this is where i should stop
so off i go then (imagine the little human peasants in WC as you pack em off to construct buildings)
its been fun, while it lasted

Quos amor verus tenuit tenebit <== BULLSHIT, btw







joycie gets so worked up about footy, its amazing! I truly think footie's for mad nutters. Hee. I need to get a new computer, because this one's fizzing out on me. erica might sell me her fairly new one, but for now i'm not looking for a BRAND new one because it'll cost far too much. And money's not easy to come by at the moment! It feels funny to be taking over this blog entirely, it's going to be so wierd without simmo around. And because she's one of my BEST frends, I hope that she'll get over this horrible rough patch and will be able to turn around one day and smile at it all!





martedì, agosto 19, 2003


{no AUSSIE-RULES FOOTBALL PLEASE. english soccer is the ONLY way to go}


And yet another season of the EPL has started again
football makes the world go round
it brings people together
rejuvenates the soul
plus it makes me happy (ha)
for 90 minutes
all that is troubling in your life can be pushed to the back of your mind
as you watch with rapt intensity, the progress of the ball up and down the pitch
revel in the brilliance of a superb cross
eager anticipation, then agony as you see the ball whiz past the far post
euphoria, at seeing the ball HIT THE BACK OF THE NET! (only when its not your team's net the ball is in, that is)



even though you sacrifice your precious sleep to watch the match at some godforsaken hour
and have to be up by 8am the next day
its all so damn worth it when you know your team has WON!!!!!!!!
FOUR-NIL
beckham who?
veron (whine-y-ass attention-seeking bald druggie lookalike) who?


football.
it makes the world go round
hoohah!


(and i likeeee tom muchly because he lets me watch the telly in his room too. muahaha)





giovedì, agosto 14, 2003


{I'll Think Of A Title Later}


its frustrating to find out that first impressions can never be trusted
its also very disappointing to find out that what people say and do in front of you can turn out to be RUBBISH in long run
i think this is probably why i won't find any real friends here
(i do hope i'm wrong about this tho')
nothing bad has actually happened to me, per se
but i've noticed it happening to a few different sets of friends (already! and its only my 1.5th month here)
i'm quite the cynic already
but when i see things like this happening
it just makes me even more convinced that human nature is inherently self-serving, nasty and vile
(and yes
that includes me too, when i'm at my bitchiest)


anyhow.
saw something rather amusing on the walls of the loos this afternoon
but as usual
my loopy brain can't retain bits of random information like that
maybe i should copy it down when i next visit that loo on campus


denny's done something rather drastic to his hair
he now has a mohawk
omg.
i dunno him anymore!
i duuuunnn likeeeee
hahaha
dunno why
but he now reminds me of orlando bloom (!!!) during his mohawk days
hrm.


tom just came and ate 3/4 of my bag of kettle chips
and half my caramel tim tams
gee whiz.


love the parents!
i have such yummy dinners with them
today i went over to their place
and had crispy curry chicken
nasi lemak
stir fry veggies (authentic asian style no less!)
smoked trout
fresh oysters
caramel whirl ice cream
sticky date pudding
strawberries & apricots
there's only ONE word to describe that--
SHIOK!
all the weight i've lost will be piling up again, methinks
but its all so, so, so very verrry worth it


on a totally unrelated note--
sometimes my temper gets the better of me
i say things i don't mean
because after all
when one is angry
its hard to stem the flow of hurtful words, innit?!
but i never actually mean it, not really
i hope you might be able to understand that someday

:(